Met BFF for the past 2 days & Winnie Tan yesterday. I guess its really true that great friends will still be the same. Or rather, we changed but still continue to love a changed person.
I appreciate it girls!
From Cookies Museum to Brotzeit, St.James to Zouk & Shots to Long Island.
Ohhhh what would life be without youuuuuuuuuuuuu?
And this is for you :
I have no idea how else to tell you this so just read. This was my longest relationship I’ve ever had. 10 months. I asked myself, “When was the last time i was truely happy with you?” I can only remember the fights. We are 2 completely different people. You are someone i never thought i could be with. Still, i brought along with me the hope and faith. When I was with you, i didn’t have to try to be perfect. But the fights turned me into someone ugly. Someone whose character can only be described as filthy. I became someone I hated.
I am sick, so sick of the fights. Everyday was exhausting, to say the least. I can’t breathe. I was drained. Our conversations are throughly meaningless. Don’t force me. Don’t keep pushing me. Don’t say i did not ever try to salvage this relationsip. Forget the implications, the infatuation is gone. Before you, I was happy. Independent. But these bad days have got me down.
Like I said, I’ve became someone I don’t even recognize. If love was supposed to make you happy, I can tell you this isn’t even close to it. We didn’t have trust, we don’t have anything.
Here, I took all the wrong turns, drove on the wrong roads and none of them lead me home.
Here is cheers to the future because the past is over.
